I Won't Do Anything For My Kids

We say it all the time.

I’ll do anything for my kids.

But we don’t.

We lie. 

To them, to our friends, to ourselves.

Do you hate me yet?

I buy too much. I spend too much. I’m negative too much. I eat too much. I drink too much. I smoke too much. I yell too much. I don’t listen too much. I’m lazy too much. I complain too much. I don’t care too much. I ignore them too much. I look at my phone too much. I look at my phone too much. I look at my phone too much. I don’t look at them too much. I’m not who I’m meant to be too much. I’m not who I want them to be too much. I live in the sidelines too much. I don’t do anything for my goals too much. I am irresponsible too much. I waste money too much. I don’t exercise too much. My diet starts tomorrow too much. I dream and don’t act too much. I don’t do what I know I should do too much. I don’t kiss them too much. I don’t look in their eyes when they talk to me too much. I do as I say not as I do too much. I don’t spend time with them too much. I’m depressed too much. I fight too much. I don’t see the love too much. I don’t help them too much. I look at my phone too much. But it’s not my fault too much. 

Now they’re just like me too much.